RELEASE ME

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Rly fucked myself over, I have a side blog on tumblr where i reblog web decor. Idc if others use it or not, its meant for me lol. Problem is, for some time now ive reblogged a bunch of stuff... with no tags... so now im going back and tagging stuff.. ITS TAKING SO LONG AAAA. And ofc my ADHD is tryna kick the shit outa me. Its boring hhh. I now put up this video (Horror and disability: A messy legacy by Girl on film), should help me keep me entertained. I started at 10am and it is now 12.20 hhhh, i havnt even gone through half of it. I really wanna finish tagging my reblogs today bc imma need it stuff when im building my site, the tags are there just for organization, so if not organized i cant find stuff!
Anyway enough postponing, will update once i finish... or give up
Update: finished at 16.38
Got into Vc and ofc got distracted

 Decided to focus on one page at a time. Curently working on the home page. Heres smtg i made in my art program, mainly to figure out some color and placement.

 

The lil note picture in the right bar would be for updates, i do wanna have "confettii-gutz" in the header but thas details for later. It took me awhile to figure out how to do the background but i got it in the end.
This is the current state of the site 

 

I feel like the changes seem so... insignificant? Like ppl who know what theyre doing might think im working at snails speed. But it took me a bit to figure out both the background (wich is intierly coded! not a picture!!!) and the lil update box on the right. So im pleased with what i have. Also got rid of the Blog... instead decided to link to here lol. Maybe i should add a border to the navigation bar. But i forst wanna add the propper font and colors to the words b4 that.

 

 Oh man its 6.44am, i heard a truck and got hit with nostalgia. kinda emotional rn. Just remembering when my grandpa worked he had to start up his truck rly early too. Its parked in the same spot. Right in view of my window. I remember always being anoyed when i heard his truck bc it woke me up and that meant i only had a few more minutes left of sleep. I do miss him. I miss when he didnt have dementia, he took me everywhere, he was grumpy but meant well. I have alot of mixed feelings. I just wish he didnt have to watch himself rot away... 

ANYWAY, i should head to bed 

Drooling... i wabt... tato... giv me... spud....

I crave.... potato... baked potato hmmmm

But we dont got any potatos except mashed.

The other day my partner and i celebrated out 2 year anniversary, we gave eachotger presents. He gave me 2 ikea rat plushies (dubbed Domino, Domitwoo and he kept a third wich is Domithree. He told me he mainly kept it bc it reminded him of me lol) and the manga Uzumaki by Junji Ito!

I started reading it, i like to read while in bed. I read 2 chapters n rly like it so far!

Absolutly horrifiying and devestating. Exactly what i like LMAO. I do have to pace myself bc such type stories affect my mental health (stupid ngl)

Potato....

Update on coding

Overwhelmed myself LMAO. Had to take a step back and reflect on stuff. Main issue being wanting to do everytging at once, adhd and not having a plan. So im thinking ab either making ever page rly barebone and then put detail one by one or only working on 1 page at a time untill its done

(Just now acidently slapped my phone, it falling n hitting me in the face...)

Anyway i also wana give each page its own aesthetic. Reasen being i collect alot of graphics n stuff n jave alot of ideas.

Wasnt sure yet on the maim page... but i think i wanna go with "wanwancore". N have alot of cute dog stuff on it... a paw as cursor... 

I also had idea to make a gallery, could have all my art. Maybe make it vampire themed. Lots of red n black, gothic font, maybe make it over tge top w like blood dripping down lmao... a bat cursor. And my media log could look like a notebook? Make it look rly handmade w washitape n stickers, give it a pencil cursor.

Also rly want one that fruitger aero or aquarium inspired...

Baked... potatoo....

how many Simons can tgete rly b

When i go to bed to sleep i always end up waking up for several reasens. In the end i fall back asleep so whatever. I on my phone for a lil b4 turning around. Usually tumblr or instagram.

I noticed recently i keep getting iron lung rp accs recomended. And yea i live iron lung, i have no intrest in that kinda content... but im getting bombarded hhhh.

I have an apointment at 9.30 and its 3.40 rn, already slept alot but still not looking forward to b outa bed tgat early hhh.

Oh today also marks being 7 years on T, pretty cool.

Lastly: i was to tired to look into stuff but when coding n changing templates my code started looking messy. Like when adding a line it din stop same way as line b4 wich wasnt an issue w the last template. Ontop of that vsc said i had sevrral? Mistakes? Errors? In my css, n i looked but i dont see what? + everything seems to work?? So idk what up

Now i sleep again

Honk shoo mimimi

Still so much to do

Aight anothe coding update
I ended up changing to Sadgrls template
Must say i preffer petrapixels notes and uh? formating? over Sadgrls. Petrapixels seemed easyer? idk im rly tired. The reasen i changed is bc i had no clue how to edit some of petrapixels code and sadgirls seemed more... bare boned? 

Some stuff i added:
Imood, Guestbook, rainbow borders, custom cursor and cursor trail. Pleased how things look so far

 

 

codin on da wild web

OK SO IT LOOKS LIKE NOTHING RN BUT I FINALLY DID IT AND IM  HAPPY AB THAT
Heres a link confettii-gutz.neocities.org 
Oh havnt mentioned here but i changed username for personal acc, from rainbow-clown-guts to confettii,gutz
Thought it sounded better and then i can use the "confettii" w 2 i's bc its just for personal stuff 
Heres a picture of the current state of the site. I wanna be able to see the progress in x amount of time so i wanna take a screenshot everytime i save. Also just wan talk ab my progress a lil bit. Im still looking into how to exactly use components bc as i understand its an extra file/bit of code you can link into you proper code to re-use surtain pieces of code without having to redo it (A button for example). Since i really wanna have a fun cursor and cursor trail i was thinking of trying to make those into a component... but i actually wanna make completely difrent theme for all/most of my pages. Reason being i collect many graphics and i like putting together different stuff. that way i wouldnt have to change up my whole theme and can just just a single page. I felt bad for having to look stuff up (the annoying voice in my brain like "u literly JUST learned how to do that, u shouldnt have to look it up") but after i did look it up i feel like i uh kept on to the knowledge more? 
Most of the day i was just kinda postponing it by looking at code snipits... wich will help in the future 

 

More coding thoughts and ideas

I spent a whole day trying to prep myself to finally take the jump and make my own site.... 
With no succes sadly. Im verry exited to customize the site... but in order to do that i need an actual site OTZ
Id love to build from the ground up but im not confident enough yet. I also really need to get it in my nogging that i SHOULD look up stuff. I talked with a friend who has coded for school and told me their teacher also does that (also how tf would i even have this innate magical ability to just do everything if ive never done it b4, alas anxiety)
I grew up on deviantart as a kid and teen, at the time it got pretty much hammered into your skull that if you used refrences, looked stuff up ect you where just stupid... And i dont believe that but raaah.
Ive found it time and time again that when i actually do these things, whatever im trying to do/make comes out better hhh. Id like to beat up my brain
I will atempt whenever im awake again, to bite the bullet and use a template to finally get things started. I can always change things and when im ready i can build from the ground up

I was looking into how to have a blog on neocities and it seems i can make a widget that links my blog entrees on here. Wich is fantastic!
The main thing i was dreading is that i wouldnt be able to write blog entrees on my phone bc from what i can tell the main other options are to just use the code to write your entrees, but that means id only b able to do it on my pc.

What this does mean is that this blog will be simplified and used only for blogging. Meaning these will disappear (well more so migrate to the site) 

I know ive made smtg similer in the past but i have a more updated list of stuff id like to have on my site:

• Home (maybe draw out how id like thing to look?)
• Guestbook/leave a doodle
• About
• Blog (can put a blogger widget so can keep using blogger)
• Page with webrings, buttons, cool sites
• Toybox
• Bookmarks (Art, Scrapbook, Web design, Artist Alley, Dolls, Fun things. Each section having sub sections like web design -> graphics, resource ect)
• Favorites (Characters, Movies, Series, Games, Animals, Artists, Music)
• Characters
• Shrines (Dogs, Hyenas, Opossums, Howls Moving Castle, Omori, Littlest Pet Shop)
• Media log, What media im consuming, want to consume and lil reviews

These arent ordened in the exact way id put them but whatever 

Oh lastly, i only remember the ending really. But i dreamd i was getting chased and mid chase i turn around and tell the bad guys "ok guys holdon i need to go pee, ill b back after" and they nod. I then woke up having to pee really badly lmao

Oh damn, he do be coding

Started to actually sit down and learn how to code with html and css on W3schools.
Past few days been messing around with finding lil code snippets and pasting those around my blog. Wich got my a closer look into how the code works. And then some kinda switch flipped and i could "translate" it in my head to be understandable. Wich made me finally start to learn. 
So far i understood most of what was said, i follow along in visual studio code and i take notes to help me remember stuff. I gotta remind myself this isnt school, i can make as many mistakes as i need to. I got stuck at one point but managed to solve it by myself. I then went on to read some of Petrapixel's tips. She said a big part of coding is to make mistakes and fixing them... and that does help ease some of my nerves. 

Im pausing for now and will be heading to bed soon.
Im just very proud of myself so far :3

The shinningvwas boooorriiing

I try to consume old/er media to understand things better. Like refrences and why theyre so beloved ect

I watched The thing, evebt horrizon, og Alien, the shining, never finished the matrix tho i wanna.

I dont rly read but i try to consume books one way or another. Like: i have no mouth and i must scream, the king in yellow, blood meridian (good lord that ending stuck by me), hhh my memory is failing me.

Some i really like, others i gen dont get why theyre as populair as thet are... looking at you the shinning...

I think i wanna make a list with likewise media. But some things from the top of my head:

The Metamorphosis bt Kafka (i put an audiobook on in bed but fell asleep lmao), American Psycho, Frankestein by Merry Shelly, anything from Edgar Allan Poe...

Id love to go on but im too eepy.

MLP AU and playing with my silly guys

I think im sick, i always mistake it for allergies. The difference however is that if its allergies it goes away after i take my allergy pills...
Not the case thus, my left eye is closed yet again. Its ofc not great to only have one eye open but its much more comfortable then going absolutely insane by my eye itching, tearing/gunking up and irritating the hell outta me. I got out of bed just before midnight and ordered pizza (bless my local pizza place to deliver till 2am). I order a buncha stuff so i have food for 2 days 

Been updating blog, have added a bunch of artists i like... wich made me get distracted lmao
Ended up reading all of Everfree Infection AU by Mrsgendered, Really liked it! I remember when mlp infection AUs where everywhere and started following him. I wasent aware it had finished! Apparently they also started a "what comes after", but knowing me ill forget ab it till like a few months later and then read up on it all in one go lmao. Must say, i read the whole thing trough pdfs i got from his ko-fi, really cool comics. But its much cooler on their instagram since theres some with lil animation and sound (really ads to the spookiness)

I also watched Jacksepticeye play Reanimal, The game was rly cool but i didnt understand the story at first. Had to read alot of comments to understand but i do like it! Spoiler incase theres somebody whop wanna play or watch it: The overall vibe was so spooky, but then the first enemy (rly tall lanky dude) sudenly comes biking up to you with a TINY tricycle, the player runs and its gone and like??? Thats so fucking funny LMAO?? Theres no other bit in the game that matches the goofyness?? idk why the game developers added that

Whole time while adding artists i was just thinking aboiut new characters... Neither have names, n well one of them isnt actuually new... Just never got worked out, but thas changing 
Artistic rendition of whats going on

 

uuuh WUHHH aAAHJ
im too nervous to share things about them.
Some things i can share... Left one is they/them, I might call them Opal. They got multiple useless wings and feathers all over their body. Theyre NOT a tiefling!!  The right one is he/him however hes a girl. Hes likely some kinda half elf (for ages ive been tryna make him and ive struggled bc i dont wanna make him pale ass human skin tone but it would actyually work best for him design wise aaaaa). I imagine he has like rly dark armor, lowkey inspired by Revolutionary Girl Utena (never watched it but ive seen it around alot). Ive temporarily named him Dante until i find a better name
I made both of them in this Picrew (obv not 100% accurate but close enough)

 ok i got too nervous, thas all about them 

Why yes, i AM the best. Thank you very much

 I spent a whole ass day trynna figure out some code stuff for this blog. Idk jack shit ab coding!! I just look around the internet for ppl who provide "ready as' codes, i copy those and edit them to fit my needs. Mind you im doing this with 1 eye closed (as in literly, my sinuses r being an ass and making my left eye fill with gunk wich then irritates my eye). Absolutly not ideal, ive noticed awhile ago i need a new perscription for glasses and having only 1 eye aint making it better. I had to zoom in at 150% or i couldnt see where one word ended and another one started. So if i have spelling mistakes now i blame it on that (as if i write better with 2 eyes lmao)
Dispite not knowing shit i am slowly understanding code more and more. I cannot for the life of me explain it tho.  
But in the end i figured it out, felt like i did a line of coke with how hyped i got. Rn im tired and will continue updating blog another day. Still hapy with progress 

Anyway, yesterday i waqs sleeping with a fan on and now im shivering and wearing my gloves as i type this. Stupid ass waether. I do like to sleep in the cold. i can use my soft blanket and get all cozy. Maybe even heat up one of my warmies :3 

 

Lastly i found this, just wanted to share