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I use my blog as a diary, therefore there will be alot of spelling mistakes and some cussing. I may touch on some heavy and sensitive topics not appropriate for kids. I do try to put some kind of warning in the post itself

10 May 2026

pant :^(

Been looking on vinted, adding stuff to my wislist.
I found this brand called CFIERCE trough it, They have nice stuff but id b happy if i fit my big toe in any of their clothes (they seem to only have S, M and L). Ontop of that the price is rly high holy moly. 

Imma complain for the bajilionth time ab pants again. I was looking on vinted for pants but as expected: its either black, leggings, panties??? or sombodys grandma died. It gives a whooping 4 pages! My pants size is 58 (sometimes bigger, sometimes smaller) wich should be around 6xl? Problem is theres about a 20cm difference in my waist and hip circumference. So i either need pants with a pull string or use a belt wich always just scrunckles up weird. I have to buy womens pants bc mens pants just fit me horribly. Theres only really a handful of places i know that carries my size, Bonprix, Shein (not even gon link em bc i bought pants like once n they horrible quality) and Shiny by Nature
I dont doubt theres more brands and if ppl know any i would love to know!!!! 
I just really want pants that are like colorful, kidcore, colorblock ect. But its all so boring! I either have to prioritize style (most are just black leggings!!!), size (most importand one) or price! Bc If i like how it looks and it fits its gonna cost so much and/or its outside europe so i need to pay customs on that aswel!
I would love shorts but i need all my pants to reach below my knees bc when i walk my knees touch, so when i sweat it just ends up ripping open my skin! So i only really wear them when i know i dont really need to walk.
Ive found that the only brand that really fits me good (and like actually be comfortable) is Shiny by Nature. But theyre in america! And their brand have gone from being rly cute and colorful to more basic now... I also really dislike their marketing, the only thing they go on about is that theyre the only brand that fits big hips and constantly have a "limited time discount" hhh

I ordered boba!
Orderd 3 drinks, first one i never had was Pistachio with soy milk and coco jelly, rly liked it! 2nd was smtg galaxy, no clue what flavour but it was eh. Last also forgot name... but smtg w peach and foam?

Whole day i looked trough backpacks n finally bought one. Id like to bring it to dokomi! Bought some uhh? Upgrades too! Like a thingy to connect acros ur chest! And a small pocket to hang on the strap to put my phone in, or money? I wanna wear smtg that will b comfy and wont make me sweat like crazy. But i still wanna look a lil fancy. Will wear posm ears bc easyest, seeveless shirt w skeleton on, blue pants n then make a bunch of accesories w beads? Not sure ab 2nd day. . Looking on vinted.... hmmm

Spend majority of my day in vc. Now im tired