ACGGOODS accepted me like right before i had to go to Dokomi! Ive been setting up my shop!
Only have stickers at the moment bc it takes so long to actually upload an item to your shop (first upload on woocry, set all the specifics ect. then u can make it an item to sell but have to put more info and only then you can put in you shop that u wanna sell it). Some of my stickers are different than how i intended them to be bc woocry dosnt have the same materials as vograce. But i tried some difrent things with them. Will also be putting some of my keychain designs as stickers... My only problem is that i have no clue how to make a keychain? like i do the exact same as a sticker but it dosnt give the button to make it a sellable item?
Figured it iut, firefix is the problem. I still have chrome and sure enough it worked on that. So i added ALOT of items. Will add more. Buttons r rly expensive tho? and i dont like how pins are shipped where the customer has to glue the actual pin to the piece of acrylic... Would like to experiment with some other products too. I also wanna get like a sample packet of some sort? Just to see quality.
I very slowly feel my mental health declining. Also been sleeping alot more, usually when i sleep long i wake up next day around morning and im fine. But now i wake up in morning and i kinda just fall back asleep? Also dreams have been horrifying again! So something is stressing me out but idk what and i rly dont wanna start dissecting my every thought to find the culprit bc i know im a hair close from shutting down. My likely guess is its money or related to disability and everything being so confusing around that + my capability of retaining any of the information given to me bc it stresses me tf out. Just been pushing any bad thought out to keep some kind of peace in my head. Just kinda been aimlessly looking for my next hyper fixation to keep myself occupied. Another identifier i know my mental health is worsening is bc everything is starting to annoy me. I get overstimulated more easily etc.
I know it isnt true
But i feel so alone, but not lonely. I know if i reach out there will be people (holy shit, listening to music it goes silent and then an explosion. scared the shit outta me). But i more so wish i didnt have to take care of myself, remember everything, do everything ect. I just wish i had a second more healtier me? Like "im so overwhelmed but i need to do xyz but i just cant" and 2nd me would be like "yea np" explains it a bajilion times, makes a plan, pesters me until they know i did it and such. Problem is if i actually ask this of somebody pda will kick in.
Sigh i should go to bed bc the thought "you dont and never will amount to anything" is on loop.