Screaming i saw that i had up to 5h on instagram daily, i put a timer for an hour. I hate instagram, adhd traps me into watching reels for hours and hours hhh.
Next fucking issue, I STILL DIN FINISH EVERYTHING, I WAS HOPING TO ORDER THIS WEEK BUT WAAAAAAA. Im mainly-
i need yall to know i got distracted, managed to open instagram and scroll trough reels for a bit after writing that.
But now... the Gob is conflicted... I woke up around 2pm, it is now 12am. I did work on AA. I am however tired. But im unsure what kind of tired. Bc if i wake up in the morning i get tired around noon, wich i consider miday tired, i get over that by doing some stretches but if id lay down id pass tf out. Im unsure if this is my miday tired or propper i wanna go sleep tired. On one side i wanna stay up n work more on AA, i saw that Kurtis Conner will b streaming in a hour so that would b perfect. On the other if im actuallly properly sleep tired i wont b able to work on AA, n just sit at my desk untill i fall asleep of exhaustion. Curently its cold and rainy, my favorite type of weather to chill in bed... man idk wtf i is up, if its too cold or warm my body craves sleep to the extend of just falling asleep at my desk. Its so annoying bc i got shit to do. I HATE BEING CHRONICLY EXHAUSTED! And bc im tired 24/7 i sometimes stay awake for 24h+ bc... im tired anyway? but its a difr kind of tired then my miday or sleep tired... i feel like im making no sense LMAO.
I feel my bed calling to me... and i think the stream will very likly b availble after aswel... I wanna get cozy in my bed, warm up my warmies.... listen to some tunes (i have a sleep playlist, but i also like putting up Daft punks Discovery album, wich fun fact after the album came out daft punk had it made into some kind of movie called Interstella 5555: The 5tory of the 5ecret 5tar 5ystem! It basicly only plays their music w no talking, but has cool anime inspired animation! i recomend it just for the vibes)
on an entirely unrelated note, my tummy not doing so good... not pain... but theres smtg going on
Ok yea bed won, imma honk shoo