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I use my blog as a diary, therefore there will be alot of spelling mistakes and some cussing. I may touch on some heavy and sensitive topics not appropriate for kids. I do try to put some kind of warning in the post itself

15 March 2026

I need some new eyes

CSP said it had an update so i updated, i downloaded some new brushes so after the update i went to try it out... my shortcut wasnt working and dread befell me "i have so much i need to do pls god dont let it have deleted all my shortcuts". In an act of desperation i restarted my pc... It worked LMAO (tested both drawing tablet and my lil shortcut keyboard). Not sure wtf happend but whatever. I woke up at like 1 or 2 am and stayed in bed till 4am hoping to fall back asleep with no succes. Ate some noodles, watched youtube and played around on your ai slop bores me. Heres some pictures

 


Another day, yet again more eye troubles. I went to the docter and got meds, i took meds! rah! TMI but he basically said i make too much snot its coming through my eyes and ears. Im tired of this! its so annoying!It hurts, itches and i cant see hhh. Like the only way against it is by closing my eyes. And if its like one eye i can bare to keep it closed... but its both now! i need to work on artist alley stuff i cant keep my eyes closed!! Should prolly return to dr next week

 

I worked alot for artist alley but i need nap. Partially bc tired, partially bc eyes.
Also been listening to Gorillaz new album (The Mountain) n rly like it! Orange County is my fav of them 


OK SO WHEN I WOKE UP TO EAT GRAN SAID TEHRE WAS A LETTER IN THE MAIL FOR ME. SO I READ AND!!! IGOT ACCEPTED!!! IM OFFICIALLY DISABLED!!! Perchance insane reaction from me lmao. But this helps me financially and mentally. Like i really AM disabled, im not faking it! (bc yes im always anxious thinking "what if im just faking being disabled to gain benefits" eventho im exhausted 24/7 ect lmao)