I din take my pills yesterday bc i slept all day. Now im bearing the consequences. Im dizzy, woke up w a headache and i feel like crying (ofc like always im unable to cry hhh). Im so annoyed by everything, i dont have any energy and im tired. I also ate way too little for breakfast.
For a good few days now trash and dishes been piling up. Ive been having to calm myself down bc looking at it makes me wanna get a meltdown. All the while my brother only plays his games and shouts. I also only have like 19 day for a deadline and din start anything. All i can do is watch some videos and rly push myself to atleast try to do smtg... wich is scrapbook. i now also notice my keyboard is dirty. And lets not adresss the elephant in the room... my fucking room. And tomorow i need to go to my gran again. Luckly her health is better so lets hope she will be home asap bc idk how much longer i can keep going.
Omg i just rememberd i need to fill in a thing for disability.
Its all too much, i freeze and i cant do anything. I feel pathetic. Im gonna try to ask for help. I asked my partner hhh