FFS i better not b getting sick
I kinda wish i had a screen pointing at my bed so i could watch smtg in bed. For most of my childhood thats how i went to bed. But with how things are set up its not rly posible (i guess when my room gets a propper cleaning i could look into a lil foldable table and use my laptop). For now i just use music and my imagination lmao.
on the other hand its perhaps a good thing so i dont spend more time in bed then i already do.
I stayed up for 24h+ and will be going to bed shortly. Tomorow is big clean. My partner and brother will b helping out (i should maybe make a list first w everything that needs to b done)
I did tell my gran the state of our apartment, she wasnt upset. She more so said that she relates but that things will be ok
Sigh... NOT looking forward to the pain, but its my place so i can take meds and rest whenever
im very thankful to my partner for always being willing to help when hes able to.
I drew a lil party shark!
Ngl in the time ive been awake several friends invited me to a bongo cat lobby (in some miraculous way that somebody is reading this n has no clue what it is: its a lil cat on ur screen that taps when you click or type. You can customize how your cat looks. If your in a lobby w friends then you see their cats tap away aswel! And you can communicate w meows or emotes) and i just ignored them all. I just did not have any energy to communicate in anyway. Wich sounds silly bc its just a lil cat tapping... I also felt shame? Im unsure exactly why?
Oh ye i also promised my partner to get em food in return for helping... gonna attempt to pursued them for pizza hut (will b my death bc hes lactose intolerant LMAO)