I can save up! And then i get a hyperfixation or i feel bad, or i wanna celebrate smtg ive done, or...
Ontop of that with my wage being halved in january ive been feeling anxious, i was doing pretty good but now... its like im talking as if im in debt but i actually have enough still on my bank and savings (mind u i dont touch my savings unless its emergencies or bc i saved up for xyz)
But this past month ive spend like a lil more then usuall and it starts making me spiral "youre gonna turn out like your mom, be in debt for ur whole life, cant save any money, become a despicable human being" and raaaagh i hate it
Anyway, what did i spend my money on?
☆A new tattoo (by Soukistudios, a cowboy opossum) Wich has been on my want lisy for YEARS (and souki only comes to my city like once a year).
☆2 shirts from verrycool that where on my wishlist for like a year, only reasen i bought is bc a friend was doing a group order.
☆A propper powerbank
☆Uhu glue stick (mainly for con decorations)
☆Exacto knife (same as above)
☆New elastic for headphones (old one was broken n only worked bc i put elastics aroune it)
☆New A6 sketchbook to start in 2026 (i couldv waited but it wasnt even 4€)
☆Orderd pizza for my brother n me
☆Then i went crazy and the hyperfixation took over (journaling/scrapbooking). I bought a bullet journal, a watercolor block, faber castel polychromos pencils (for 26€ off!) And a WHOLE bunch of materials (lil stickers, papers ect)
Sigh
Ive recieved some of tge stuff and filled 1 page (mainly w materials i already had)
Been cutting in magazines n old stuff ive saved.
I also took my alchol markers back out, cleaned the boxes, cleaned up my desk a bit and put em on there.
Ive just rly been craving to make physical art again... but for myself. Just wanna have fun. If it looks wonky or dont make sense then whatever
Anyway heres the page
