WARNING!

I use my blog as a diary, therefore there will be alot of spelling mistakes and some cussing. I may touch on some heavy and sensitive topics not appropriate for kids. I do try to put some kind of warning in the post itself

03 March 2026

RELEASE ME

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Rly fucked myself over, I have a side blog on tumblr where i reblog web decor. Idc if others use it or not, its meant for me lol. Problem is, for some time now ive reblogged a bunch of stuff... with no tags... so now im going back and tagging stuff.. ITS TAKING SO LONG AAAA. And ofc my ADHD is tryna kick the shit outa me. Its boring hhh. I now put up this video (Horror and disability: A messy legacy by Girl on film), should help me keep me entertained. I started at 10am and it is now 12.20 hhhh, i havnt even gone through half of it. I really wanna finish tagging my reblogs today bc imma need it stuff when im building my site, the tags are there just for organization, so if not organized i cant find stuff!
Anyway enough postponing, will update once i finish... or give up
Update: finished at 16.38
Got into Vc and ofc got distracted

 Decided to focus on one page at a time. Curently working on the home page. Heres smtg i made in my art program, mainly to figure out some color and placement.

 


The lil note picture in the right bar would be for updates, i do wanna have "confettii-gutz" in the header but thas details for later. It took me awhile to figure out how to do the background but i got it in the end.
This is the current state of the site 

 


I feel like the changes seem so... insignificant? Like ppl who know what theyre doing might think im working at snails speed. But it took me a bit to figure out both the background (wich is intierly coded! not a picture!!!) and the lil update box on the right. So im pleased with what i have. Also got rid of the Blog... instead decided to link to here lol. Maybe i should add a border to the navigation bar. But i forst wanna add the propper font and colors to the words b4 that.


 

 Oh man its 6.44am, i heard a truck and got hit with nostalgia. kinda emotional rn. Just remembering when my grandpa worked he had to start up his truck rly early too. Its parked in the same spot. Right in view of my window. I remember always being anoyed when i heard his truck bc it woke me up and that meant i only had a few more minutes left of sleep. I do miss him. I miss when he didnt have dementia, he took me everywhere, he was grumpy but meant well. I have alot of mixed feelings. I just wish he didnt have to watch himself rot away... 

ANYWAY, i should head to bed