WARNING!

I use my blog as a diary, therefore there will be alot of spelling mistakes and some cussing. I may touch on some heavy and sensitive topics not appropriate for kids. I do try to put some kind of warning in the post itself

29 January 2026

OH GREAT HEAVENS

Just got an email with how much imma need to pay for table cost. In total 665.98EUR (shoot me pls)
Already paid so i dont need to think ab it. But considering i din get paid this month and my coming wage will only b around 800 im kinda dying inside. While yes half of that will be paid back since im sharing with a friend, its still a heafty amount... So i actually had to pay 332.99EUR... And now im shitting bricks. Usually i have to pay less but my friend n i decided to branch out and thus needed a bigger space... Wich time wise is biting me in the ass bc i still have to buy stock for it and A WHOLE NEW SETUP (Explodes into smithereens). Praying that docters and whoever needs to check find me disabled enough so i can get that wage. Gen gon b so upset if ill have to survive off of 800 and what not a month but im trying not to think ab that rn. Still have yet to work on deadline! AAAAAAAAAA
I also hab no snack at home, im gonna commit- something

I also feel bad bc b4 i paid my gran 500 a month but i cant rly do that now. 


Friend forced me to lock tf in and i finished this
 

 

Now i will crawl into bed and play more ACNH (im making Eloise a room in happy home paradise)